3/30/2007

finally

從下班到現在(05:38)
終於完成了四個小時後要交的網路程式設計作業

現在...還剩報告要做......

下午五點還要上班...

3/23/2007

每天都有人對我說

為什麼每天都有人對我說

你今天看起來好累...

LTTC的課結束了
我也拿到第五級的證書了...

每天早上八點到台大語言中心的日子結束了
現在已經養成晚睡早起的習慣(睡眠不足的習慣)
希望以後還能這麼早起


大三的回憶,將是
幾千行程式碼
十幾本原書文
幾篇paper
幾頁薪資單
兩張成績單

3/19/2007

Sympathy

Today, a classmate in LTTC asked me a question, when did I offer my sympathy last time.

Well...do I seem very cold?


I'm wondering whether I am really cold and detached...

TAIWAN (TIER 2 WATCH LIST)

TAIWAN (TIER 2 WATCH LIST)

Taiwan is primarily a destination for men, women, and children trafficked for forced labor and sexual exploitation. Women from the P.R.C. and Southeast Asian countries are trafficked to Taiwan for sexual exploitation and forced labor. Women and children, primarily from Vietnam, are trafficked to Taiwan through the use of fraudulent marriages, deceptive employment offers, and illegal smuggling for commercial sexual exploitation and forced labor.

全文在這裡

中文翻譯


大學生選擇異性朋友之因素分析

系統編號: 092CHPI0507008
出版年: 2004
研究生: 郭芷安
研究生(英文姓名):
全文資料 : 電子全文下載
論文名稱: 大學生選擇異性朋友之因素分析
指導教授: 楊錦章
學位類別: 碩士
校院名稱: 中華大學 
系所名稱: 應用數學系碩士班
學號: M09109002
學年度: 92
語文別: 中文
論文頁數: 64
關鍵詞: 因素分析
被引用次數: 0


大學生自我追尋的過程中,無疑的,感情世界是不可忽視的一端,若您廣義的角度詮釋,舉凡人與人接觸所產生的情愫─如親情、友誼、異性間的愛情─莫不屬於感情世界裡。
在本研究中調查各種變數對影響選擇異性朋友之重要程度,從中可發現脾氣的好壞、是否誠實且可信賴、氣質與風度和是否善於傾聽對方之感受四項對於選擇異性朋友的條件之影響是比較大的變數,而是否具有領袖魅力、是否擁有好的交際手腕和宗教信仰是否相同三項影響變數較小。
本研究中是利用因素分析來探討受訪者對選擇異性朋友的重要因素,研究結果發現大學生在選擇異性朋友時會考慮的重要因素,包含「人格特質因素」、「人際關係經營因素」、「展望因素」、「慈善因素」、「生命觀念因素」、「外表因素」、「感情因素」、「性情與喜好因素」、「條件與背景因素」、「內在因素」、「生活習慣因素」、「相稱因素」。

File 1/2 PDF
File 1/2 PDF

Interesting topic, although the amount of sample seems not enough.

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3/17/2007



lyric below

[Chorus]
Hey, hey, you, you
I don’t like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
You know it’s not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend


You’re so fine, I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I can do to make you feel all right


Don’t pretend
I think you know I’m damn precious
And hell yeah
I’m the mother****ing princess
I can tell you like me too
And you know I’m right


She’s like, so whatever
You can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about


(Chorus)


I can see the way
I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away
I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time
Again and again


So come over here and tell me what I want to hear
Better yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t wanna hear you say her name ever again


Cause she’s like, so whatever
And you can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about


(Chorus)


In a second, you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other, so when’s it gonna sink in?
She said ‘Stupid, what the hell were you thinking?’
(x2)


(Chorus)

過程

如果人生是一場馬拉松

一直跑在別人前面

終會比別人更早到達終點


如果說重質不重量

重要的是過程而不是結果


這樣的過程有意義嗎?

3/16/2007

競爭

競爭是生存的手段?
還是生存本身?

還是物種追求最大生存優勢的過程?


我的堂吉訶德還停留在第二冊
真想找個時間到塞萬提斯的世界去放縱一下...

3/13/2007

The time is elapsing

The day is elapsed
the night will elapse
the time keeps elapsing

and so many tasks remain...

sigh...

3/12/2007

物競天擇

物競天擇

對自己仁慈就是放棄競爭自願淘汰


適度的放縱也是策略的一部分

有一位我最崇拜的學長,他一個禮拜只放自己半天假...

3/11/2007

決心

從上學期期中考完就去K書中心當櫃台到現在
今天上班前第一次去使用公司的設備
效果不錯~
讓我乖乖黏在倚子上K了三小時的Algorithms
在宿舍唸書會爬上床或上網
在學校圖書館或閱覽室念書會跑回宿舍睡覺
還好我不是愛哈拉的人
不至於花太多時間跑去跟早班櫃台抬槓


決定以後有班而且下午沒課的情況下都要去劃位唸書
這樣一個月12~15天班也不至於都沒唸到書
上學期末沒班的時候都發懶不想唸書
這學期不能再這樣懶下去了
連蹺課都戒掉(講的好像我蹺上癮了一樣...囧)

加退選那兩週一直在猶豫
到底該只修二十學分
(必修演算法、程式語言、作業系統、專題跟國文、歷史,選修的機率跟英文(外籍老師上課,程度分班))
專心顧好這些然後把名次顧好呢
還是該多選修個專業?
汲汲名次而放棄探索電腦科學領域
似乎與當初念資工的動機不符
有幸在加退選截止的前一天看到修網路程式設計的同學
他拿的textbook是UNIX Network Programming
這本正是五專時很想挑戰的一本書
當時的迷上Linux跟自由軟體社群
專題還寫過簡單的Linux Socket Program
曾幾何時還希望能參與個Free Software的project
貢獻一些code...
奈何當時能力不足(現在也是,只不過英文進步了而且有機會能有人指導)
以及面臨升學,時間不夠
(現在也是,怎麼突然覺得人生好像一直都處在這種非常時期 =.=)
但是...修這門課勢必會加重loading
甚至會影響總平均...

However,做人要有骨氣
為了興趣,滿足好奇心
犧牲功名也沒什麼大不了
如果未來想走網路跟或修網路的課也多了一些background
說不定還能在這科拿高分
於是乎,我加選了一科
總共修了23學分(系第一似乎是修16, 系第二修20)
沒有任何營養學分

我們的系第二跟系第一只差0.2分
他們都是93分以上的強人
系第一他高職畢業後就到電子公司做工程師寫RISC程式
現年28(好像是吧)回鍋唸大學,為了升遷
系第二也是當完兵回來唸書,以全國第三考進來
每天都出現在學校圖書館

希望這學期我也能晉升到這批強人的level...
看到書架上一本一本的原文書
或多或少滿足了五專時的期望──能有資格逛天瓏的原文書區

系上好多人都是退伍的,應該有到一半甚至超過
他們都超有拚勁,比我們這些應屆的還有決心多了
(我也有決心!!)

3/04/2007

cram-schoolism

Cram-schoolism is really popular in Taiwan, so far my classmates university had gone to cram-schoolism to get into ntust. Some of them have been going to cram school to study for institute exams since previous semester -- we had just gotten into nutst. And now, some of my classmate go to the cram schools studying normal collage courses instead of studying them here.

Some of them haven't taken linear algebra, probability and statistic. And they have filled their grades with some "nutritious grades". They want to advance into institute by recommended approach which the chief examiners always focus on our grades of collage, and those mathematics course always cost a lot of time on us, therefore they chose not to be encumbered by those courses.

One of them said he will take those important course at cram school, so he needs not to spend any time of those courses at school.

Well, This Is Taiwan, something seems really can't be standed. We all know that the tuition of national university is much cheaper than private schools', and some of us (the students who go to the school with a N in the beginning of the abbreviation) abandon the resources from school which costs the society a lot of money, and pay to the cram schools.

I have been taking long-term part-time jobs since I studied in collage (or high school). I have been saving money for institute entrance exams (entrance of recommending), some language tests, language skill promotion courses, and living expenses for the future. I hope I will save enough money for the institute living, then I might could be able to concentrate on my study at institute.

3/01/2007

Where is my dream

在 HappyJulie的blog上看到一篇文章
裡面有三個我不知該怎麼回答達的問題...囧
What I want?
What I like?
Where is my dream?


在台科的第一學期的成績出來一段時間了
班排第一,系排第三
沒有特別開心或難過
唯一能感到安慰的是能有資格去推甄
一直有個念頭在亂鑽
「如果期末再多K一點的話,就...」
就怎樣我也不曉得,頂多系第二,然後呢?Nothing More!!

雖說學校沒什麼好比的
但還是想進在台灣國際上名聲比較好的學校
這是野心?還是虛榮心?

意志力與體力
在澎湃的時間激流中
掙扎著不被滅頂
瀑布的源頭
是否就是夢想的所在?